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Trainwreck, Boys Night Out
Trainwreck
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Release date:

2005

 
Duration: 52:44  
Size, Mb: 84,01  
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1
Introducing Lyrics
Well he's been released again today and im back where I started... looking over old notes and listening to tapes, wondering how bad I potentially messed up this time. The wounds seem to be healing and he seems to be getting along, but as appendages, and I know he seems fine, seems can be a very dangerous word, especially in this business, it could be fatal. initial diagnoses, catatonic, I know he’s back there somewhere but there’s just no response whatsoever to any kind of stimulus. We’ll start in with medication tomorrow im sure. This mans tragedy has made him a prisoner in his own body, and its not just tragedy. Its dementia, despair... it’s this hole i can see in each of his eyes. For all the events that happened in this real world kind of just fall through. Its loneliness in its most crippling form. The kind that no amount of love or human contact could ever mend. The patient was plagued by violent nightmares, terrible deeply troubled dreams which one night overflowed into reality... he murdered his wife in his sleep. These people were in love... deeply in love, and it was that love filling those holes I can now see among his eyes. And it’s my job to try to fill those holes with something else, but with what? Hope? I can fill those holes with drugs, soothing words, but that’s a lie. And I hope his wounds will heal with time, but right now... things aren’t looking good... the lines I wear around my wrists are there to prove that I exist
03:39 224 5,54 ˆ0.10
2
Dreaming Lyrics
Tomorrow soon turns into yesterday.
Everything we see just fades away.
There's sky and sand where mountains used to be.
Time drops by a second to eternity.
It doesn't matter if we turn to dust;
Turn and turn and turn we must!
I guess I'll see you dancin' in the ruins tonight!
Dancin' in the ruins!
Guess I'll see you dancin' in the ruins tonight!

There's laughter where I used to see your tears.
It's all done with mirrors, have no fears.
There's nothing pure or sacred in our time.
The nights we spent together are no crime.
It doesn't matter if we turn to dust;
Turn and turn and turn we must!
I guess I'll see you dancin' in the ruins tonight!
Dancin' in the ruins!
Guess I'll see you dancin' in the ruins tonight!

Like marble statues always flowing lay,
From castles built in silence, let us play.
Even though our skulls rot in our flesh.
We can build a laser, tear the mesh.
It doesn't matter if we turn to dust;
Turn and turn and turn we must.
I guess I'll see you dancin' in the ruins tonight! Dancin' in the ruins!
Guess I'll see you dancin' in the ruins tonight! Dancin' in the ruins!
Guess I'll see you dancin' in the ruins tonight! Dancin' in the ruins!
Guess I'll see you dancin' in the ruins tonight!
Dancin' in the ruins!
04:55 240 8,30 ˆ0.10
3
Waking Lyrics
I dialed 911 a long time ago
Now I see I'm late in reacting
Here, shapes of former lovers, lives just painted there
Like the life of a trainwreck just waiting to happen

My God:
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'm not here and this isn't happening)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'll wake up and she'll be next to me)

I can't believe that she's gone

Marvel as this madman has his makeshift monster rip through the room
Watch in fear as he comes completely unglued
Gaze in horror and amazement for a frightening instant
As he christens the walls with broken bottles of perfume (perfume)
Her final moments must have been a nightmare
The waking victim lies, violently shaking

My God:
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'm not here and this isn't happening)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'll wake up and she'll be next to me)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'm not here and this isn't happening)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'll wake up and she'll be next to me)

I can't breathe
(I don't deserve to take these breaths)
All I need
(Is to sit and rest my head)
On my knees
(The ambulance and police will be here soon)

I can't see

I can't feel, numb to everything
I can't feel, numb to everything
I can't feel, numb to everything
Except my body, shutting down as they enter my home

Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone (she's gone, she's gone...)
Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone (she's gone, she's gone...)
Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone (she's gone, she's gone...)
Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone

Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'm not here and this isn't happening)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'll wake up and she'll be next to me)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'm not here and this isn't happening)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'll wake up and she'll be next to me)
03:38 224 5,74 ˆ0.10
4
Sentencing Lyrics
the smell of her perfume struggles to cover everything inside this living room
the once subdued silence seems to thin
whoa-oh, i told you so
whoa-oh, i told you so
my name is evidence, my role is undeniable, unless i become inadmissible
fitting crime to the consequence, i'm only as reliable as the defendant's defense is defendable
i am the kill, so i'm not willing to be still, and accept evil as my own personal intentions, well...
nothing makes sense anymore, when murder's just a mistake that you have made
nothing makes sense anymore, so sick and guilty men will be born again with consciences
judicial precedent will see to that, i'll see to that, he'll see to that,
it's impossible given the incident, given his catatonic state
can you imagine it playing out any other way?
he was admitted on that day, the doctor read his case,
there were implausibilities he couldn't place
and it was obvious that there was something more to this,
patience, something happened, this,
this is all i see and need to feel
eyes will follow the events that happen, and the real world kind of just falls through,
it's loneliness, it's loneliness
nothing makes sense anymore, when murder's just a mistake that you have made
nothing makes sense anymore, so sick and guilty men will be born again with consciences
03:30 224 5,54 ˆ0.10
5
Medicating Lyrics
When you wake up to white walls
and endless halls
There's an emptiness
that echoes through it all
So you sit back in your bed
with your mind medicated
and your senses stuck
on the sick side of the bed

You call for the doctor,
it's all you've got anymore
It's the ticket to the life you had before
If I could just make him see
that I don't need this

Doctor, doctor, what am I here for?
Can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls
I'm no threat at all
Doctor, doctor, what am I here for?
Can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls
I'm no threat at all

Is there a way we could maybe,
through therapy,
find a way to right and release me?
I just need to be outside,
vanish supervised
Back to my job, back to my life
Yes, I know what I've done
and I regret it every day
If I could make things right,
I know I'd finally,
but when I wake up to these white walls,
to the endless halls, to the hospital
I get lost in the emptiness
that echoes through it all

Doctor, doctor, what am I here for?
Can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls
I'm no threat at all
Doctor, doctor, what am I here for?
Can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls
I'm no threat at all

Doctor, I can't thank you enough
Doctor, I can't thank you enough
Doctor, you won't regret this
Doctor, you won't regret this

Doctor, I can't thank you enough
Doctor, I can't thank you enough
Doctor, you won't regret this
Doctor, you won't regret this

Doctor, doctor, what am I here for?
Can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls
I'm no threat at all
Doctor, doctor, what am I here for?
Can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls
Doctor, doctor, what am I here for?
Can't you see that I don't need this place?
I don't need these walls
I'm no threat at all
04:02 240 6,55 ˆ0.10
6
Purging Lyrics
The first night after your release
No one expects you to get much sleep
You're the waking, walking dead
In my case I'm not much better
Run to the kitchen and grab a marker,
trace the path, the blood will flow

Wind a web around my wrist
that's there to prove that I exists
It will be easier to forgive myself
and remember who ?
These nightmare lines, an empty heart

We take for granted all the things
that make us who we are (who we are)
Get up, get dressed, go to work
They all know who you are (who you are)
They cant believe you'd show up here, but that's just who they are (who they are)
Set-up shop at your machine
until the break remember who you are (who you are)

Here lies clarity in a perfect grave
Comprised of perfect steel
The perfect blade was a perfect white
against the perfect lines,
from this perfect night
I'm the perfect picture of complacency
and that's all I feel

?
as the horror fills their eyes
These claws will never kill again
? below the crimson stream
and purple headed ?
where my wrists should be
?
as my world turns black, and I fall
03:41 240 6,03 ˆ0.10
7
Relapsing Lyrics
Last call at the hospital
You slept through it all
And these four walls warn you
that your surgery it might not be the key
to fix the memory of you and me

Doctor, I don't know what I've done
There's more to this than my
ex-love and my ex-limbs could ever in my life begin to explain
everytime I think of her
and what went on that night
I don't see it, instead I hear it
A song so awful and so perfect

Last call at the hospital
You slept through it all
And these four walls warn you
that your surgery it might not be the key
to fix the memory of you and me

Doctor, I don't know what I'm gonna do
I need this song to be shouted out
and to be heard by everyone
It's like each word and
every chord refuses to be ignored
This is bigger than me,
but with no hands and even less skill
I don't know how it ever will come out

Doctor, I think it's her I hear
It's always been,
but if this pain can be arranged
in such a way to bring out beauty
then why and who am I to stop it?
I'll bring her back and I won't stop until it's done
Until these nightmares are done
I need her

Last call at the hospital
You slept through it all
And these four walls warn you
that your surgery it might not be the key
to fix the memory of you and, of you and me

I need her
I need this
The set is on to sing themselves, we just sing along
So if death's the answer than the question is the trigger
and I'm just a firing pin
Yeah I'm just a messenger
So if death's the answer than the question is the trigger
and I'm just a firing pin
And I'm just a messenger
doomed to death and maybe delivery

Last call at the hospital
You slept through it all
And these four walls warn you
that your surgery it might not be the key
to fix the memory of you and me

Last call at the hospital
You slept through it all
And these four walls warn you
that your surgery it might not be the key
to fix the memory of you and me
04:58 208 7,25 ˆ0.10
8
Recovering Lyrics
()
smothered with affection
()
that I should be allowed to
slip through the cracks and get back to the light
these walls are unforgiving
send someone to check on me and take notes on my recovery

one pill will get me through the day
but I take two anyway
when I take three pills the song begins to play
'cause it wont go away. And even though I know
one pill will get me through the day
I take two anyway
when I mix four pills with a drink the song starts to play
its in the back of my head and its everywhere
and its all I can think about

its all spinning out of control
for one day this thing is out of my hands
()
everything is, everything is
()
and anythings goes, so here I sit,
comatose almost

I float between hospitals and halfway homes
between halfway living and halfway lying
and I know all the awful things that no one needs to know
I take my medicine and make them believe that i'm a better man

one pill will get me through the day
but I take two anyway
when I take three pills the song begins to play
'cause it wont go away. And even though I know
one pill will get me through the day
I take two anyway
when I mix four pills with a drink the song starts to play
its in the back of my head and its everywhere
and its all I can think about

but still I hear the song
its everywhere
()
so sing along
04:10 240 6,76 ˆ0.10
9
Composing Lyrics
It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead

These days they're allowing visitation
To aid in my rehabilitation
To make these days mean so much more to me
I beg friends and family for forgiveness
And now for the first time, together we'll witness
Together we'll live this song I've been living incessantly
So come sing with me
Through these poison pills and chemicals
I know that you'll lose something beautiful
And brilliant, but at least it'll be instant
I'm sorry, its the only way

It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead

It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead

It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead

So come over to my house
Catch up over dinner
We're having strychnine and Sirloin
Port wine and paint thinner
You'll convulse through the chorus
It's the song of a sinner
As I slowly clear the table
I Know that this won't be the last time
(It won't be the last time)
We wrote this song and the world will sing it to me
It's everything to me, It's everything to me, it's
On every corpse, I see her face
My love, my heart
I hear her laughter and she's still alive
(It's like she's still alive)
It's her body I'm holding as we make love
My heart breaks every time I dismember the flesh
Hide the evidence and start again because

It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead

It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead

It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead

It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead

It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead

It's all about the song in my head
The one where the audience is all dead
05:51 224 9,12 ˆ0.10
10
Disentegrating Lyrics 04:16 224 6,80 ˆ0.10
11
Healing Lyrics
I’ve lived upon
The edge of chance
For twenty years or more
And this is what my friends all mean

By Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio
Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio
Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio
Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio

When time gets slow and rivers freeze
I think you’d know enough

To call in touch that outer frame
The inner gain, a sullen gulch
Which opens up on the way to Blindman’s Bluff

A suburb now of River Roads
Where quandary and sublime improve
The sight whose imagery
Is sometimes that of fear

I’ve lived upon
The edge of chance
For twenty years or more
And this is what my friends all mean

By Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio
Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio
Oh Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio
Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio

When time gets slow and rivers freeze
I think you’d know enough

To shut the gates of walled town walls
And putting up some good rum punch
Forget the way to Blindman’s Bluff

So packed with eyes
That glow like coals
And pointing towards the North
Oh my boat left New Orleans in 1829!

Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!

My destination is a secret
And the doctrine is soft
And just between the verse and me
It’s a place where you can see
Lost, last and luminous
Scored to sky yet never found
Relics of jewels
And ant-track tools
A true ghost dance
Rehearsal Ground

I’ve lived upon
The edge of chance
For twenty years or more
And this is what my friends all mean

I’ve lived upon
The edge of chance
For twenty years or more
And this is what my friends all mean

By Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio
Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio
Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio
Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio
Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio
Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio
Del Rio’s Song Oh Del Rio
Del Rio’s Song
03:26 240 5,87 ˆ0.10
12
Dying Lyrics
his is so much worse then i could ever have imagined. i knew all along that this man should not of been realesed from my care. My god, whats happened to him. He's completly torn his entire apartment apart. the smell is overpowering, a foul pongent odor... rotten food or i dont know, possibly something worse. but theres something else, thats almost overpowering... i think its a womens perfume. Oh no, no... i found the patient, he's lying on the floor in the center of the living room, completly naked, eniciated. it appears he hasnt eaten anything at all for weeks. the infection has spread up his arms, it must have reached his brain. theres buldging bright red veins all the way up from his wrist to his neck. theres empty bottles everywhere... alcohol, medication... my god the smell is sickening. theres blood coming from his mouth, nose, ears. he's not dead yet, but he's close.i failed, this is my fault. somehow, he's smiling at me, i think he's whispering something... no, not just whispering... i think he's singing.
06:41 224 10,51 ˆ0.10